Anonymous asked: haha to which anon are you referring to? the one with the boy issues?

Loll, whoops yeah my other anon. It’s weird though, I wrote like an extended essay response and I don’t think she got it -___- Time to rewrite. But how are you doing? (:

I’m sorry it took super long, I’ve just been locked in with studying. I’ve been thinking about you though, I’m back. I’m here to talk. I’m going to take a shower and reply honestly. You know how I always need time, lol. (: 

Anonymous asked: I hope this helps, but... you have a beautiful body and it makes me sad to see that you're upset with it. What comes to mind when you see people who are actually morbidly obese? Does it make you feel at least a little grateful for your own health and body?

Aww, thank you I appreciate it. Essentially I guess I do feel a touch of gratitude flow through me when I look at someone who is larger than me, but comparing myself to others won’t change my actual reflection.

Anonymous asked: you hardly go on tumblr anymore!

Ahh I know! I’m sorry! I’ve just been crammed in with AP Exams, but that’s finished now lol. I’m back now. (: 

Anonymous asked: You're so nice for responding at all, actually taking the time to give a detailed and honest answer. &I've basically been in love with this guy since freshman year of high school-I'm a junior now. And this isn't puppy love or love at first sight-in fact, I hated the kid at first. I thought he was rude and obnoxious. At first he disliked me as well, but now we've grown to be friends. But my social anxiety prevents me from making anything happen. I am unable to reveal to him my true self.You're so

Awww girl, okay we’re definitely figuring this out for you. Don’t burry yourself in social anxiety, because that is only going to continue crippling you. It’s hazardous to you and your desire for him. Now I will not suggest you do anything remotely uncomfortable for you, but disregarding the potential “downsides” is what you should do first. Don’t panic, don’t think this or that will happen. Because, you actually don’t know how this could turn out. Do you guys talk everyday, do you see each other often? Give me the details so I can talk you through this. I’ll help you gradually combust your anxiety. I know it’s almost hypothetically impossible to imagine yourself openly expressing the way you feel towards him, but I’m telling you right now. You are capable of it. And I’ll make sure you don’t go another year under a mere friendly pretense. 

I LOVE YOU.